ok seriously, I got a wacko filling my inbox with random messages!! OMG.. should I publish them?? He’s CLEARLY disturbed… emotionally challenged… He’s threatened to tell the Canadian government I “play with fire” and “I should get the hell off facebook” cause I won’t reply to his requests to come see him in London.. lmao… goodtimes 
Love is a flowering.. When your flower dies move on and find new love.. I have a clear vision and my heart knows what it wants.. And when I have it I’ll know….
Stewie stole the words RIGHT outta my head!! This is EXACTLY how I feel when I’m caught off guard entertaining a conversation I care to NOT have at a particular moment… lol
Your favorite girl,
-Nirvana Savoury
I honestly can’t help but vent to the Universe this afternoon. On one hand I feel grateful.. So grateful for my family who constantly holds me together. My mother who continuously motivates me and gives support, my brother who I quarrel with on a regular basis but has my back without a doubt, my oldest brother who’s a living example of a family man, and my son who’s Joy shines so bright I can’t help but feel loved and adored, as well the rest of my family who are always here for me no matter what.
I swear it feels like people are dropping like flies all around me. Some of the friendships I swore I’d have into my old age have dissolved rather quickly over these last few months. I feel like I’m being stripped. Totally taken out of my comfort zone, and now I’m being asked to prove myself worthy of what the Universe has in store for me. It’s quite amazing how things happen.. Few things are taken from me, but better things are being brought into my life.
Then we have the constant challenges. I personally don’t care to discuss details, but let’s say the Universe has been testing me from all angles these days and I know for a fact I’ve passed every one with flying colors 
It feels that I am on the right path, for I doubt I’d be tested and challenged so much if I wasn’t. I do question myself every now and again, but for the most part, I know what I feel in my heart is right. Some people think that the knowledge they acquire is enough to get them ahead in life, but what a lot of them fail to realize is that your real GPS is your heart, and if you’re not connected you’ll never find your way through the madness around you.
What’s next for me? Family, family and MORE FAMILY! I’m off to spend a couple days with the people I know love me unconditionally, and vice versa. Its interesting how when you get to a certain age, you really start to value and appreciate the love your family has for each other. I mean, no one is perfect, and no family is perfect, but at the end of the day, we have to love each other, NO MATTER WHAT. And I know they won’t walk out on me like other “friends” or “lovers” have in my past.
My family is my “hold me down”… And when I find my perfect lover, he’ll be a great addition to our crew
Your favorite girl,
-Nirvana Savoury
July…. I lOVE July.. For the weather, the freedom and also because of my birthday (July 8th for those of you that don’t know)
Let’s see what dear Blair has to say about my birth month:
Your Personal Month for July 2009 is 6
Nirvana, July is a 6 Personal Month in an 8 Personal Year. It is an excellent time for business and financial affairs. Respect and recognition for past efforts is followed by financial gain or promotion. You are in a position to ask and receive what you believe to be your due. However, you may find that you are not as diplomatic as you might be. This is your most challenging weakness during this month. Guard against arrogance.
Your responsibilities increase possibly as a result of a promotion. Family affairs, friendships, and romance also move to the foreground and are rewarding and healing. You will be asked to sacrifice some of your time and energy to a younger person or someone who is old or sick. You feel closer to the people around you and you want to be there for them. Somewhat contradicting to this show of warmth and affection is the lack of tact and sensitivity you may display a number of times during this month. Nirvana, you may be too intent on forcing people to see life as you do, rather than allowing them their own perspectives and their own rates of growth.
The later part of this month brings changes that arise from a chance meeting at a social event. This change may be based on a romantic encounter, and may affect your living situation. An unexpected travel is also a possibility.
-Blair Goreman
Numerologist
P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANADA AND TO ALL MY CANCERS!!!
It’s been pretty quiet over here at www.getinsidemyhead.net simply because I really don’t have much to say. This whole MJ passing has really quieted my spirit. Everyone around me was very much influenced by Michael Jackson, but specifically this last month… My vocal coach has had us doing our breathing exercises to MJ’s “The way you make me feel” for the last 3 weeks…. My good friend Lou was on a MJ rampage for the last month and all he was listening to was Michael, and just the day before Michael passed, I posted a blog about MJ and was feeling truly inspired by the King of pop.
I honestly feel like EVERYONE was feeling Michael’s pain this last month.. Like his spirit had already started traveling, and it was just his body hanging on.
He is such an inspiration. He was a true master.. A kick ass performer, and no one til this day has been able to give as much as he did to the people during the life of his career.
His music is timeless, so he’s left us with a gift.. And the Universe has finally given him what he’s always wanted… Ultimate freedom!!
Your favorite girl,
-Nirvana Savoury
Michael Jackson’s mother files petition seeking legal guardianship of her son’s three children, CNN has confirmed.
Love it or hate it???
I’m not quite sure about this look.. I prefer her a blonde..
Your favorite girl,
-Nirvana Savoury
Beyonce pays homage to the King of Pop!!
During her Saturday night show in Philly, Bey goes ahead and does a lil somn-somn for MJ!! Check it out.. Its quite BEAAAUUUUUTIFUL!! I honestly got goose bumps watching this…
LOVE her for this one!!
Your favorite girl,
-Nirvana Savoury
